Secret Confessions of a Smart Girl

I’ve gotten lazy in my old age.

I almost never bother to actually negotiate my scenes, even with new partners.

It makes life so much more interesting.

It becomes all about saying yes.

A hand on my cheek, about to slap, “Yes.”

A cane poised over my ass, ready to fall, “Yes.”

A voice asking “May I?” “Yes.”

One learns to expect the unexpected.

I wouldn’t recommend this style of play to anyone new to the scene. It helps that I’m very clear about my ability to stop something I object to, even if I have to drag myself out of my happy place to do so. I find it odd that I can go completely non-verbal… until I have a need to communicate something that requires words, at which point I can get those words out and then lapse back into babbling incoherence.

I do like having partners who can reduce me to babbling incoherence.  Not only is it enjoyable for me, but people seem to take such pleasure in shutting me up.